Wednesday, January 26, 2011

theres a sinking in my chest.
a half empty dip.
a half full dip.
a dip i havent felt.


i miss it.
i love you.
i tried, i did and you know that i did.

i think this distance ruined everything.
but i only came because it fell apart.

i guess this crack was too deep to patch up.

you know it doesnt mean that i dont love you.
if you really think that now, i feel sorry for you.
i feel sorry for you if you have to lie to yourself about what happened to make yourself feel stronger.
i am facing the facts and the pain and the loneliness.
i am facing it all by myself.
i have been alone since october, and i always had the fear this was going to happen.

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